amburr_joy

You know, whoever reads my live jounral... these are messages a life time.... i dont go on here much nemore... so when i do, i usually have something to say... or something crazy is going on... well... rite now, the reason im here is becuz im drunk... and im sitting at joels house..... aka my future husband :) 's house hahahahaah.... n all i can say is wow ... oh i gotta goo..... the hunny is calling me.....

Well, im just chillaxin at home... actually i just woke up to tell you the truth lol.... filled my brain by watching date my mom... can that show be nemore rehearsed??? lol... but i guess the corny comebacks are pretty funny.. I cant beleive how long joel has been in my life... it seems like just yesterday that i was in robs arms.... looking at my past is so weird... it pisses me off tho, how rob is being so childish... i tried to text him and call him, to see if he'd like to patch things up and try being friends, but the stubborn little child he is... he ignored me. so FUCK YOU ROB!! and HELLO JOEL!! the new man in my life.. and he's actually a man, not a boy like the rest of the losers ive dated haha. not that joel doesnt have his flaws, but id say 90% of him is perfect for me :)... im so happy with him, and its gunna be our 1 month of actually going out on august 4th!!! YAY!! im so excited! well i need to get ready for work at that crap hole called subway.. whats on the agenda for tomarrow?? the beach!! and then tyc and am!! its gunna be CRAZY!!! YYYEEEEAAAA! high five mofuckas!!

Why is it everytime i find myself on here, its because i have problems..... why cant i ever find the time to have a fun entry???? well anyway... even if no one reads this, i need to vent... my summer, yea its been okay... except for the fact ive only been spending it with one person.... the nite of grad, i was like... holy fuck, i looked at maribeth and she looked so grown up, and all i could think about was how fun my summer was gunna be... finally my best friends are all 18, and all i could think about was camping, the beach, shopping, the bar.... have i done any of that yet?? fuck where have i been!!?? can someone save me? this is my call for help... "HHHHHHEEEEEeeelllllllllppppppppppppppppppp".... ugh... i need a shoulder... any takers?? I NEED TO GET A LIFE AGAIN!!!

huuuuuuuggghhh *sigh*... well wowie its been a long time since ive written my thoughts down... maybe thats why im so stressed out and depressed with life.... no wait, thats because of love.... People say im not the same nemore.. i honestly agree with my friends, im not the same.... i always said id never let a boy make me feel low, but thats exactly what im doing... im letting a boy ruin my life.... i never see my friends, go on the net, have sleep overs, or nething.... fuck...

Today is remembrance day... makes me sad, but it was a nice day out at least. today me, rob, cliffy, chris and chris's older brother all met up at green hill to have a sesh. we had a ridiculous sesh!! we bought 2 g's and hot boxed robs car.. guuuude times. like freekin baked alrite ... like drunk ass baked thats how i felt. after that we ran into shane and his younger brother.. (not fritz, the other one) and then we all chilled at green hill for like a hour.
Then they took off and me and rob met up with justin and harry and smoked a bowl.. then we went to tim hortons!!! harry had exactly 2 bucks. so he bought a 10 pack of timbits. no one else had any money, so me being the nice person that i am, i bought everyone else food. i bought justin a chocolate dip donut, and i bought rob a everything bagel with cream cheese... and i got two cookies-one was macadamian nut and the other was chocolate chip, i also got a honey cruller... those things are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo gude! then me and rob came home... and slept :) now im up, and we gunna go out now. okay byebye!

the time is 12:43am... just got off work.. mman, i gotz too much on my mind rite now.. i guess its time to let it all out! i dont know when my last entry was.. i think friday morning so i guess i can talk a lil bout my weekend... it wasnt that great... what am i talking about.. IT WAS CRAZY!! hahahaha okie here its starts


dun dun dunnnnnnn....

FRIDAY!!
so friday nite maribeth is bunk and doesnt come to party cuz she had to do homework... which i found out today from botcho SHE DIDNT EVEN DO IT!! silly gurl... so went to james's party... got drunk, took sum shots, went to this debut with brandon and lauren and botcho... and rosanel(how do u spell it lol) and lett.... some paki bitch had a debut... still cant get over it.. YOUR NOT ASIAN!!! and then she had the nerve to not let us in the door.. ugly bitch... i cant believe that.. i shouldnt of held back i should have said it! "YOUR PAKI!!!" i wanted to say it sooo bad.. but i was polite and drunk so i didnt say shit.. but after that, went back to james's... kirstie bought me candy and the rest of the nite is a secret...

SATURDAY!!!
saturday man.. i was still fucked when i woke up.. i felt like S H I TTTTT!!! my head was pounding, my body was shaking, and i yaked... didnt end up going to skating.. but me, rob and kirstie went to the clinic for a bit.. then i had to work... boooo, but only 5-8 so YAY! haha. after work rob picked me up and we rented the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy... trippy ass motha fuckin movie i tell u.. its nutz... and we only watched the first 20 minutes of it! .... no we werent doing dirty things.. we ended up falling asleep i swear! we also rented alfie... we still havent watched the rest of the movies... oh well..

SUNDAY!!!!
sunday morning.. uggghh... woke up for church, got ready.. rob says "babe im gunna go start the car".... all i hear from outside is "AAHH FUCK OFF"... i knew it had something to do with his car... some fuckin indians smashed the passenger side window and there was glass all over his car... suprisingly when we looked... they didnt take nething.. fuckin idiots.. i guess all they wanted was the system which rob took out the DAY BEFORE!!! coinsidence!?? neways.. so he had like a 80$ back back... case of beer, cdbinder, sunglasses... tons of shit.. and they didnt take a thing!! fuckin retards eh... so i didnt get to go to church,... we cleaned his car, taped his window.... and ate food.. yay food! then i had to work again.. booooo 5-12... booo.. so rob picked me up after work and we went to jesse and ashley's new apartment!! IM SO JEALOUS!! i want to move out with rob and be a real adult couple! then i went to sleep!

MONDAY!! which is today.
well rob dropped me off at home.. i was supposed to go to skool.. but i took a nap instead, stupid me, missing so much skool. im never gunna graduate at the rate im going... can someone please kick my ass in gear!?? so rob picked me up at lunch time and i went driving around with him delivering parts until 1:30.. then i went to math.. booo, i have like 1 percent in that class or something.. fuck it.. and then dance class.. yay that was fun i guess.. then work.. BOTCHO MADE ME LATE!! but no hard feelings... its alllll gude. after work i came home and typed on here. and thats all i really have left to say.. im tired and horney.. so im gunna do two things.... get ready for bed, and masturbate!! WHOOOHOOOO! ... just kidding..........


im gunna get straight to the masturbating hahahahahahaha

im great!

BYE!

YAY! today was fun fUN FUN!!!! I had english class this morning. i got to read the part of Ophelia! good ol hamlet. then at lunch had dance practice with mabeth... then i got to drive robs car alllllll afternoon!! WHOOT WHOOT! hahaha.. i had to go to a play for drama which was pretty sweet, it was all about black history but it focused on hats.. it was nutty, but ill remember that one. i love how at the beginning i was like "wow, im for sure not gunna fall asleep for this one"... guess who fell asleep!? silly me, im always so tired.. but i blame rob... cuz he just cant help himself when we go to bed... i always try and say "baby, common i need to sleep for school" HAHAHAHA yea rite.. but neways yea and i got to take robs car... yea! well i have to go pick him up from work now!! byebye!!

JAMES'S PARTY ON FRIDAY!! WHOOT WHOOT!

im tired, and lazy, so this is gunna be short. its tuesday, ill tell u a lil about yesterday first. so yesterday i skipped all afternoon to hang out with my boy.. we smoked with botcho and arvin at break, then went tanning, then got icecaps.. and then i had to go to dance boooo... then work.. DOUBLE BOOOO!! that was monday... yup..

okay, so today. well i went to skool, late as usual. but i looked pretty bangin today thanks to the shirt botcho helped me pick out on friday! thanks best friend hahaha. went for early lunch cuz of leadership and chilled at my house for a bit with mabeth.. we ate lunch together :) oOOoooOOOooo. haha then mabeth said "hey, you know i still have a joint from saturday" so i replied with what any true stoner would... "really, sweet lets smoke it"
so we did! in my garage! it was fun, i got nice and baked. then went to intramurals and sat around.. then english which me and botcho got absolutely NO work done at all lol. but we managed to write eachother a letter and it took botcho reading in my letter "man im baked" to figure out i was baked the whole time HAHAHHA silly botcho.... then i had math.. booo, i hate ms.mickie and yea, than i watched sum of maribeths game and now im off to skating..

BYEBYE everyone!!!



HEY hYEh HEY !! look what my name means!!!

AMBER
A	is for	Adaptable
M	is for	Mesmerizing
B	is for	Bonkers
E	is for	Enjoyable
R	is for	Refined

Well... botcho.. sorry to say, which u already know neways, ur party was a poop this weekend. its juss because of several reasons... debut's, other halloween parties, the bar, and so on. but i know the next one will be live... cuz its gunn be our BIRFDAY!! yea yuh! lol. so excited.

afer botcho's went to chantel's party.. it was aight, at least people actually dressed up! and they had a bonfire! but still.. it wasnt all that great either. but the best part of that nite happenend after all the partying! kay so heres how this story goes:

me, rob and jess are in the car.. and this gurl pulls up beside us at a red light and blows my boyfriend a kiss... so rob just turns his head and says "babe, this gurl over here just blew me a kiss and bit her lip".. so if you know me, u dont fuck with my boyfriend.. so i was like "OH HELL NO! fuck that she didnt just do it"... so i looked at her and i punched my fist in my palm to show her it was on... "follow that bitch" is all i could say, i knew i wanted to catch her... and beat her down.. so we followed her, i was half way out the window screaming "PULL THE FUCK OVER YOU FUCKING SLUT!!" and all she could reply with was "why so i can kick your ass" so i told her to fuckin show me then.. i just kept yelling pull the fuck over and she wouldnt.. stupid fuckin pussy bitch. perfect example of GETS HER TALK ON!! BUT CANT GET HER FUCKIN WALK ON! dumb bitch.. if i ever see that cunt faced slut agian.. im gunna fuckin pound her face till its extinct.

Moving on, last nite we celebrated his birthday at his house with his family, it was nice... drank sum wine, ate sum pizza and chated.. then i slept over at his house :) it was nice, and he drove me home in the morning. i love rob :) okay well thats all for this entry!

wow... well its saturday now but this entry is gunna be about friday! lol.
I did my last photo shoot, it went amazing!! and then i got dressed up for the halloween dance!! i was a honey bee!! not a horney hornet daniel, who i just met lol! the dance was aight.. but the music sucked thanks to the ugliest marilyn munroe ive ever seen!! *YACK!* hahaha.. but i won best dancer!! whoohooo! lol, i still have tons of candy to eat for that. so everything was cool until some black dude startin bustin and then jon went in there and those fuckin sluts (whose names arent neccesary, you know who they are!) started hating on him and telling him to get off the floor and shit... shut up u fucking ugly sluts... and then they had to throw a comment "your not black, ur asian".... haha, since when was breakdancing a sport for only black people... fuck you liz, if u guys can make a comment like that.. than stop fucking acting like ur so cool with earl and trying to get him to teach u how to break.. because he doesnt like ur ugly ass's alrite.. fuckin haters. the only thing u should be hating on is ur ugly ass fuckin faces... like wtf, u fucking racists!! and fuck you shivvon, u'd be my fucking slave today if things never changed... so fuckin get me some pie women. a

nyways... no more talking about people who shouldnt exist... moving on, after the dance i went to class then the pep rally.... then after skool brandon took me and botcho to polo park! yay! go sailor... me and botch went lingerie shopping and i bought some sexy ass shit. i got a black garder belt with little black bows on the front and some sexy ass sheer panty hoes. yea, i know ur fantasizing bout me! hah.. then i bought rob a 50$ gift certificate from west49, and botch helped me pick out two wicked cd's. i got him "the big picture" Big L album and the "easy duz it" Eazy E album. He was sooo excited! YAY! and they were both albums he wanted to buy.. good job us! haha, thennnnn. it gets bad...

i was having a shower, and rob calls and tells me his fucking car wouldnt start! great, there goes our whole nite! i cried he was yelling, the whole nite was just turning into a disaster. but guess who saved the day!!?? are u guessing! huh huh! SUPER MOMMY!! my mom said she'd let me have the car for the WHOLE NITE! THANKS MOM!!! so she saved the nite and rob took me out to olive garden, we had sum drinks... him beer of course.. me i wanted something fruity so i got a strawberry daiquri... gude times.. then we went back to our hotel room which we had to book.. and we had to convince the manager that we werent throwing a party!! hense rob just turning 19.. so like half an hour later we get our room... and we get in and start drinking! we drink, and drink some more.. and the rest of the nite... well... i think its a tad bit dirty to tell on here. but if u really want to know what happened u can ask me! its basically like a steamy porn. lol.. and thats my story! we had such a gude nite.

Okay well im tired.. cuz i juss got home from skating.. and robs walking his ass to my house to come see me... since his car is a piece and its not working lol... so im outtie! buh bye!

BOTCHO'S TONITE!! gunn get drunk! yea yea!

yo, kay today was just wack.. random moments left and rite... where do i even start!! aaggh okay i guess ill start at the beginning! makes sense?? or does it not add up... (maribeth??) hahahaha just jokes u pre-cal failure lol. annnyways.. so today i get to skool at like 10:40 and im like, damn im late for class... then i find out there was advisors!! yay for advisors! so i wasnt late for class! whoohoo. after class i told myself i was gunna do my homework but noooo.. where did i end up!? i ended up on my couch with evan and clifford battling it out on tony hawk.. which i skooled both of them!! lol not to make myself sound pro or nething, but no one's beat me yet..! challenge me bitches!! i dare u..

then, next i went to drama... okay booorrring! i wont even waste my time with that story, but break was fun, i had a smoke, then i had another smoke... and theeenn! jason asked me to get high with him... which i deny'd!! go me! haha, i actually said "man i gotta get my homework done, otherwise i would" lol.. so i was doing my homework in the caff all peacfully and shit thinking to myself "wow amber, im so proud of you!" then brandon and arvin come sit down, which was way to distracting, so no homework really got done after that.. so once i figured out i wasnt gunna do my homework, jason and cherise show up and say they still have half a g and they wanna blaze me still, so i agreed and we went to my garage and got blitzed. gude times..

after getting high i had to go to dance, that wasnt as fun since i was so burnt out, but maribeths "amazing" facial expression's noted by chris really excited my experience lol. and yea then i had work which sucked big balls, but i took 4 breaks.. whoohoo for breaks! and rob came to see me and brought me smokes since i was stressing :) what a fantastic boy he is.. hehe kay so this next part is where is gets random

so it's 11 and daylene, sophorn and glen come in, and they invited me out after work.. so i said sure, why not. We fuckin picked up caroline, and went to angelo's house and there was some other people, neeva, roger and the other names are unknown.. oh and jammal.. i think. who knows.. not important.. anways so we did alot of catching up! i missed raymark! haha. were gunna go to club desire on saturday after botcho's awesome party.. its gunna be caaraazY! well thats all.. im tired

cant wait till tomarrow! yay for halloween!

Hey everyone.. well i guess the only person reading this lately is botcho.. since mabeth hasnt been on in a wilez... so HEY BOTCHO! haha... today i did sum modelling.. it was pretty sweet, there was sum pretty hot pics but i dont have ne of them yet, since theyre getting photo shopped.. mostly to make it look like i have no arm fat even tho i have like 5 inches of arm fat.. or wait that would be more like sheila eh.. so ill say 2 inches hahaha. but im excited to get them printed.. im taking more pics on friday before the halloween dance which is gunn be wild hopefully.!!! i already got sum alcohol.. just need a costume and some bitches and im really to go.. any takers??? haha... and yea.. well i have to take a poop, and then make a tanning appnt. so im out of here... peeeace out!

Wow, today flew by, considering i only went to one class lol. Today was a gude fun day lol... went to english, actually did my homework and handed it in.. YAY FOR MARKS!! lol. then lunch time rolls around... got high in the garage with chris, grant, evan, sam and cliffy... gude times boys. lol. then we went to subway to munch out! go chicken tariaki! after that, had some pretty intense hang man and tictactoe games in the library..thheen! brandon, the coolest man alive, let us borrow his car!! whooohooo.. so drove to chris's house, got a joint! bunned again at woodsworth park, then dropped chris off and came back to skool, after skool there was sum kinda crazy fight going on, well there was going to be neways, all i heard was bloods are waiting for crips and there was like 30 people out side the north doors waiting to battle it out.. fuckin ninja's. and then me and evan walked home together and said peace out! and thats exactly how my day went. exciting eh.. are u jeaaaaalous! oh oh, one more thing i got to see botcho at break! haha, yay botcho!... but poor maribeth didnt make an apperance in my life today. well theres always tomarrow! tata! time to go burn out!

the scar you're most proud of	hhmm, ones i got when i was drunk?
your favourite condiment	either mcchicken or honey mustard
if you have freckles	yes i do! irish pride lol... im a dork haha
your preferred method of cooking	hhmm, perkins?? haha
what shoes you're wearing	im wearing socks rite now, but i wore my circa's today
how many children you have	uumm, how many do u have at the age of 17?
the first person you french kissed	hhmm mike s. in kindergarten.. dirty little boy, sticking his tounge in my mouth!
your preferred breed of dog	weiner!
where you were born	st.boniface hospital
what colour underwear you're wearing	red... isnt that sexy! muhaha, im sexy
where your keys are right now	in my purse, where else!! still in the door maybe? stoners!
if you have split ends	man, i take such gude care of my hair, fuck this question
when you last got laid	uumm yesterday?? or the day before, cant remember... (iloveyourob!!)
your opinion on airline food	hhmmm, is crap an opinion...?
what cosmetic surgery you would consider	nose, lypo, boobies, thats bout it!
best kiddie playground equipment to have sex on	slide... or the bridge
your worst malady	i dont know what malady means, so im going to answer with pickles! hahaha
if your mum loves your dad	if my daddy was still alive, im sure she would
if you can sing well	damn rites i can! lol.. no, actually not really
what your olympic event would be	figure skating bitttcchhhesss! lets see someone have a cooler answer than that!
someone you admire	my mommy, shes so strong :)
which country would be hardest for you to locate on a map	egypt? i dont know.. ive never really tried to look for a country on a map.
the last time you cried	like 3 days ago when me and rob were fighting :(
your most interesting sexual congress location	hhhmmm.. in ass park flower gardens in the rain at nite
part of the Sunday papers you read first	horoscope
the languages you speak	english, and gangsta hahahahahaa
the religion you were raised in	nothing...
if you can draw well	naw i suck
your favourite photograph	the ones of me and rob kissing... or photos from earlier years with my dad
what you should be doing instead of this	homework ... or eating??
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this weekend was puurrrty awesome! well besides the fighting here and there... but when are me and rob not fighting lol... im so happy that were back together and stuff tho.. we sorted everything out and i think were back on track!! yay... but neways about my weekend... welllllll, friday i went to my manager sandras house with rob and kevin, and we played fuck you and drunk driver and this game where u pile cards on top of a beer bottle until they fall.. it was gude times.. rob ended up so drunk he passed out lol.. silly rob, dont drink so much. we took lots of pictures which arent loaded yet so ill update soon and u can see them...
saturday was also pretty wicked. well the day wasnt thatttt good.. i had skating and i was all hungover and then i was SUPPOSED!! to go watch the battle at energy lounge... buut noooo it ended early so as soon as i pulled up.. ring ring botcho calls me and says its over.. BUUNNK!!! oh well.. so then i went home and napped.. i didnt feel very good, in fact i even yakked! eew, but then rob came and rubbed my belly for me and made me feel good..
then i had to work.. work was SO awesome.. gude times chris gude times... after work rob picked me up with sankar and dan (so cool lol) and then we went driving around and hung out with like 4 other car loads of people... FUCKING COPS!! they kept bugging us.. like all we were doing was drinking in a parking lot.. fucking assholes! but it still was fun.
oooooo time for sunday! lol. i went to church, and then rob bought me food at perkins!!! mmm chicken melt sandwhich... mmmmm soo gude. and then we went to my house and napped allllll afternoon. it was nice, but then i realized i was supposed to clean my room before my managers meeting at 7, and it was already 5:30.. so i shooed rob away and ate sum supper.. thanks mom :) haha, then speed cleaned my room and then went to my meeting. AND THHHEEEN! after my meeting i went out with rob, justin and harry and we got BlAStED!! whoo hooo! rite blasted infact.. i was so baked everything that came out of my mouth made no sense! and i also enjoyed some beer complimentary of harry!! haha.. and thats about it for my weekend! and so, yea i guess i should go study for my applied test now since i have to be back at skool in 30 minutes... PEACE OUT BITCHES!!!!

man.... stressed is me rite now!! can life get any shittier... today well, fun awesome day.. me and maribeth had matching hair and glasses! that, dancing, and english class with botcho and brandon were the highlight of my day.. then i had to go to work... busy as hell.. it was like a friday lunch except we were minus 4 in labour.. what a fun time eh.. 1 person on each station.. 20 people in line... 14 cars in drive thru.. fuckin work.. i hate work... then rob comes to pick me up, and suprises me with an icecap.. so i thought the rest of my nite was gunna go good.. but no.. he asks me about the dance were doing... and i said "thank you for not getting mad about me dancing with earl" and he FLIPPED OUT!! like wtf.. he already knew about it.. then he said "i thought he was just in it, not ur partner.." like whats the fuckin difference its just a dance! so now im guessing were thru for good. i dont know.. but im pissed at life rite now.. time to go fuckin let off some steem... im out

uuggh, where do i even start with this day!! lets start with a re cap of yesterday... ms.mickie=biggest bitch everrrrrrrr. have the need to know the story?? well im too lazy to write it down, so just ask okay.. but neways so yea big fight.. anyway
so i go to school on time in like 2 weeks.. yay for me. and english class was a snooze, but lunch time was fun! i got to bun with jason and mistee... first time bunn'n with them two.. so it was fun, then it gets even MORE exciting. i got to school, and bunned with clifford! i love my friends....!!! always there to get me high! lol. gude times. then i went to drama... BORING!! thats all i have to say about that!
NOW!! for the exciting part of my day... the amber vs. ms.mickie argument.. before ms.mickie came to sit in the office with me and ms.tardiff i told tardiff the whole fucking story! how i called ms.mickie and fucking bitch, and how i totally meant it... she laughed of course cuz shes the coolest principal in the world.. but i dont know if it adds up to mr.crook and his cool dancing at grad. go mr.crook! you big tub of lard. start smoking so you understand us!!! lol.
okay, drifted away there for a minute.. back to the story.. so yea ms.mickie acted like miss innocent as usual, even tho everyone whos ever met her knows shes a cunt faced bitch, but thats beside the fact.. in the end.. i was the champion.. i did not apologize since i stated at the beginning i didnt plan too.. and she said sorry to me, and invited me back to class.. yeeeeaa bitch.. thats right lol.. and thats my exciting story..
wow i can just see this entry getting long... yea well ill cut it short with these last few blurbs. botcho came to my house after skool! yay, wasnt that fun tho, cuz i was burnt out and i couldnt stop eating, and she was tired and there was nothing on tv.. but it was all good..
okay.. heres gunn be my daily bitching about rob.. the boyfriend uughh!
so he calls me and im peeing.. i call him back within a minute and hes like i just talked to scott and im gunna go smoke a joint... wow.. eh, thanks rob, dont invite me along, and i love how he called me to make plans and then i go pee and miss his call and immediately he had to make other plans.. dont you just love boys..... I DONT!!! they're frustratin'!!! but yea.. so now were not talking and he doesnt like me.. lol, is this relationship ever gunna grow up!?

burrrrnt out!

Wow, where do i start with today's craziness... and its only 12:28!! lol. last night, had a talk with rob about our sex life. I think it actually went good. We got alot out in the open, what we were liking, what we werent. I was definitely a healthy conversation for our relationship. Then this morning. My sister wakes me up at like 10:15 and yells "get up already, you have 15 minutes to get to school" obviously i didnt listen!! so what does she say next "your so lazy!" im not lazy!!!! am i?? well i dont think im lazy, excuse me if i hate going to school everyday and id rather stay in my warm comfy bed!

10 minutes later

okay, so now im getting up and ready for school.. even tho im already late for first class .. (thinking to myself "i dont know why im getting ready so fast, its not like im actually gunna go to this class now since im already 20 minutes late") but just to make my sister shut her yap, i got ready. then next thing i know. BAM! shes crying and upset... ("what do i do?") well i did what any loving sister would do.. i spent my whole first class talking and comforting her. and i learned lots about her, me, my mom, just about how i was trying to blind fold my problems.. they were opened up in front of me! so i faced my problems last nite and today. and i feel very.. well, good. yea good!
okay thats all now. BYE!